Blur

Through the trials n' tribulations,
Through the pain they put me through.
Friend or foe they had me asking..

Tired of trying to distinguish them between the two
They're all just blendin' into a blur

My heart is still open
But I've got my road to travel on..
Lovin' from a distance..
It ain't gonna be the end of me.

Got my sights on big dreams..
They may not be the stuff they're made of..
But who's shoes am I filling?
Theirs or my own?

In the end I gotta feel it in my heart..
Gotta stand straight..
Gotta be my own.
Gonna look back on my days,
Content in my spirit with the choices I've made

No longer breaking my heart
Their actions continue to blur..
As I learn & see more clearly for Myself


A.S.