Do not wake me

You're my bed of delicate freesia.

The weight of our love..
Heavy and sinking, the deepest blue..
Yet astral and high, dark glistening skies..

You and I are like the mortar and pestle
Sweet oil entwined and infused with petals..
Hot skin like musk.

You're my euphoria... my take away cloud.
You have me in elevated highs.. sweet disbelief
You have me on my knees with my pleas.

You're my comforter from which I do not wish to wake from.




A.S.

Destiny

How is it my dear..
I love you more than yesterday?

More than the first moment your eyes captured mine..

How is it my dear..
I love you more today than the first whisper in my ear?

Everyday I feel like I did..
when I first reached for your hand.

I still have a hope...a dream.
I still reach for you.
You're the sparkling star in my eyes..


How could I ever have known..
That the love we have would be so much more than what we fought so hard for?

How is it my dear...
to know that you'll always be my deepest passion?

I've always had you in my heart..
Right before the start.
The very blood in my veins...

You and I...
We're the fruit of a destiny..
Wonderfully...fantastically...whimsically accepted.

A.S.

Need you

I'm the one that needs...
You reaching for my heart..
Like the stars.

I'm the one that needs..
You to feed these flames..
And linger like glowing embers.

I'm the one that needs..
You to anticipate every breath..
Just as I long for every whisper.

I'm the one that needs..
You to love me hard
Every thought & touch is grand..
Just as my dreams..

I'm the one that needs...
To remind and be reminded..
We've got a heart drumming beneath these skins & bones.

A.S.

Share love, feel love

Alhamdulilah.

Never let yourself 'judge' another
Never allow yourself to get to the point of feeling "uncomfortable" to another's pain.
Share love, feel love.


A.S.

Always going to love you

No matter what
I'm going to love you..

With or without, stick and stones..
I'm going to love you.

With or without, wall and tower..
I'm going to love you

Whether you realize or not,
I'm your closest friend..

With or without you..

I'm always...
Going.To.Love.You.

A.S.

Dark and mysterious

And shes in her melancholy way
Buried within'

Her feet planted firmly on soil.
Every vibration straight through the membrane..

It is She, in her mode of modes
You see Her
Dark and mysterious..
You see her beauty, in the raw...

More than sweet smiles at the surface of Day
She is the emotion and feeling of Moonlight
Reflections on dark, glistening waters..

Still waters run deep, her living mantra

A.S.

Don't forget

Don't forget..
your lover is your friend.
Don't forget..
your love is not a soul that you own,
Nay, it is a privilege

Don't forget...
not to take advantage of the friendship that was built.
Don't forget..
the reason why you won their heart.

Don't forget..
what touches your lover's mind, heart and soul..
Don't forget..
the words and actions you choose..
Don't forget..
that whatever you say and do is a reflection of You.

If your lover is smiling or crying..
Remember the reason is You.

Don't forget...

Don't forget...


A.S.

Not a robot

Strive to do good and do awesome...
But don't try to be "perfect"
As long as you have unrealistic expectations of yourself and others,
You'll never be fully happy, satisfied or content.

I prefer to be organic..not a robot.

A.S.

Paralyzed

The moment you realize..
That you no longer have anyone to confide in..

When you realize all your aches and pains must be held in to yourself..
Just to keep everyone happy.

That someone you always turned to, always turns on you.
That no matter how hard you try, its not ever enough.

The moment you realize Allah is your only true friend...

I've never felt more paralyzed, more human than I do now.
This dunya.



A.S.

Your best.

What to do when your good isn't good enough?

You can only do your best.

Allahu Alim. <3 p="">


A.S.

A matter of choice

Words can either poison or remedy a moment.
Just as our actions can either create a negative or positive ripple.

Spread them ripples... 

Of what sort? 

That's our choice.

A.S.

Plunge deep

Smiling through it all.
Whether stumbling or fallin'.
Or walking through sunshine..
Picking myself back up.
Clinging to a hope.
Not simply following my feet.
But relying on these bare hands.
This bare soul..
My heart may be on my sleeve
But my deepest of thoughts is within' my soul of souls..
Secret chambers of light..
There is no lock..
You must lose all fear of this ocean.

Plunge deep.



A.S.

Makes us human

Why must my tears
Bring you to your defenses?
Take your armor off..

Let your heart listen to mine.

Is that so hard to do?
Everyone needs to be understood.
Everyone needs a warm hug..

Show me love, show me tenderness.
Show me empathy.

Show me that breaking down isn't the only thing that makes us human.



A.S.

Bridges

No matter what it is you feel the need to say,

Convey it with love.

Differences and misunderstandings are bound to happen,

But we have control in steering in either a space of respect, compassion and humbleness..

Or the complete opposite.

We all should know what that is..

Anger untamed and thoughts unmanaged..

Its a screaming ego gone viral.

Breathe.

Slow down..

Think..and think some more.

Silence is a virtue.

Let the ears of your heart truly listen.

Look to understanding there's more to learn.

Remember who you're dealing with and act accordingly..

Build bridges.

Don't.... Tear.Them.Down.


A.S.