I'm trying

Trying to be more in-tune with my karma, my hasanet... What goes around comes around, whether good or bad we make ripples. I only hope and pray for that special day.

 

A.S.

One day

Things will get better, insha Allah and I really look forward to that time... but in the meantime trying to take it day by day and be thankful for the present moment. Now more than ever, I really value the bonds we create, over the superficial of this life. I don't need marble counters, golden thrones and utensils, that perfect home and white picket fence. Home IS where the heart is, and to tap into that inner love,peace and contentment is truly liberating as you can roam this earth happy, free from the things that hold us down,and free from those that try to take our spirit away. 

A.S.

Hold me

Dear heart,
Soul within' my own..

Hold me tighter.
Tonight..Today..Always..

Let me feel you under my skin..
Make me feel the unseen majesty of love..
Stir my secret self, give me a taste of a life promised..
Tonight..Today..Always...

A love that transcends space & time,
My body is only a vessel.
Hold me tighter still.

A.S.

Wide awake

Wide awake..
Dark and mysterious is the night 
An endless trail of stars,
Each with a million stories to tell..
Somehow somewhere..
A bit of me is out there.

Silent, numb and in awe.
Dead and alive. SubhanAllah.
Thoughts and feelings in a whirlwind
We struggle to balance control.
That's all we really are, the thoughts we believe in.

Dark and mysterious is the night,
And beautiful it is.
A.S.

Lose the ego trip

Sometimes when people publicly point out other people's flaws or behave in a way they believe themselves superior, it doesn't make those being criticized look stupid, it really makes YOU look awful as a person. We have the choice to take the good or bad from every single situation, big or small. Lets not be rude,crude and socially unattractive. Get rid of the ego.

A.S.

Heart throb

Blessed to always have had your friendship
It was many years ago our first words were said,
We didn't have a clue of what was destined for our lives.
Our paths took their own twists & turns,
Yet from a force that is the center of everything, our paths merged.

You'll always be my best friend,
And of course you'll always be my heart throb.


A.S.

Moments that started it all

Do you remember the moment it all started?

That feeling that someone actually understood you?..
Not with a single word, all you had to do was breathe
In the light and in the shadows..
Everything that you had held in your chest, you knew would be heard,felt,understood..
Although miles apart, nothing felt more real..
Closer than the blood that pumped through our veins.

That moment you felt a longing and a desire..
It was strong enough to make your dreams run free..
Strong enough you could almost taste it..
You didn't have to know how, but you could believe..
It gave you drive & passion..
Addicted you couldn't let go, not for anything.
The very thought of it, would leave you frozen.

Do you remember it all?

I still do..
Looking back on a collection of moments held in my heart..
I look forward to sharing more of them with you.

Addicted to you I so am.

You drive me wild even after all this time..
Like a fierce wind through my hair, soft on my skin, and dizzy...
Your my one and only desire...
The greatest inspiration of my life..
And I'll never have enough of YOU.



A.S.