Grateful

Grateful for everything.. Seriously, all of it. The good and the bad... There is beauty, and lessons to be learned from every walk, climb, stumble and fall we've ever made and experienced. I wouldn't change a thing.. I wouldn't take away any of the darkness that has opened my heart to greater understanding, and deeper feeling.

Alhamdulilah!

-A

Wouldn't change a thing

Grateful for everything.. Seriously, all of it. The good and the bad... There is beauty, and lessons to be learned from every walk, climb, stumble and fall we've ever made and experienced. I wouldn't change a thing.. I wouldn't take away any of the darkness that has opened my heart to greater understanding, and deeper feeling.

Alhamdulilah!

A.S.

Fave line

One of my fave lines..
"Illusion never changed into something real"

This can apply to any sort of relationship,inward and outward. Be it our connection physically or spiritually to each other and our universe.

I'm not impressed by the quality of your diamonds or czs.. I don't care if you live in a mansion or on a subway chair.. Bad hair day or good hair days... Who you know or don't.

I care about YOU. Deep down inside the very soul the lies inside.

What you see is what you get with me..
Nobody to impress, just BE.

That makes me content.

A.S.

Letting Go

Its true sometimes the blood that runs in your veins isn't enough to make family, family.Growing up together, I once thought you and I would go through thick and thin, but I realize it was just me by your side. Its ironic the moment I sought my life and my happiness, you just disappeared. Years past, I pushed past that pain to reconnect.. Briefly we did, but maybe only by circumstance. My heart was still broken. Now with your final blow I'm ready to let you go.

I'm letting go.

 

A.S.

Drink

I've neared your fountain..
Saw my reflection there..
But I will not drink ..

A.S.

dance

Dance

Melancholy

There was a void in her.
Nobody could see..
Deep down a constant melancholy..
Yet somehow she remained sweet.
It was in her pain she understood the most..
In her flesh she was dead and deep down in her soul she lived.
Beyond the mountain's crest..
Past the edge of as far as the eye can see..
Near that sparkling star..
By the time you see her there..
She has already gone.

A.S.

Tunes

When I think of you and I can't reach out..

I listen to tunes that remind me of you.

Maybe if I listen hard enough, you'll hear them too.



A.S.

Who will understand?

Some moments my heart aches..
For every time you turn me away, my heart does break.
It can not be helped..
It is not for my lack of understanding..
I know full well.
But.. Who will understand me?
My taste for You is insatiable.
I need You to pacify me.
Craving a drink and yet I beg for only a sip.  
This pain in me is very real..
To long and not feel longed for.

A.S.

Like Gold

You and I
We're gold
Bodies entwined..
Deeper than this flesh goes
Our minds..One.
Gold...Gold..
Hot melody, steady and flow

You and I
We're sinking into infinity
Tasting honey, gold..
You're my undercurrent
The source of my soul.
The dew on my skin..
Gold..Gold

A.S.

Tell me my sweet

Tell me my sweet..
How can it be you were the one that showed me..
What it is to be a 'real man' yet..
You became the one to crush the very heart you saved?

How could her knight turn so cold?
You used to turn her tears to hopes and dreams.
A real man doesn't arouse his ego at the sight of her pain and her tears..
He cradles her heart..
He doesn't crush it.

A real man, have you forgotten?


A.S.

Partitions

Chambers of the heart..
Doors known and unknown to you..
All is within' my knowledge.
Each leads to the light of my soul.
Never will they be of one,
Except when flesh becomes dust..
And the spirit freed of these worldly partitions

A.S.

This very moment

Love like there'll be no tomorrow.
Take on this moment.
Feed your passions before you are fed to the ground.
Reach for the sparkling sky..
Never lose that twinkle in your eyes..
Our bodies are temples..what we have is sacred.
Bow and prostrate yourself to the soul's needs.
We'll always have forever..
So long as we claim it..

This very moment..

A.S.

Passionate

Im a passionate spirit..
I love to  reminisce on the days it all started.            
I want to squeeze and hold you near.
I want to be explored and discovered..
I need to express my love..  
I need to feel desired with equal passion.
Be it my words...thoughts or touch.
I Love hard and it was what drew you to me before it all began..
And to this very day,there isnt a moment I dont desire you.
Is it so much to want to feel as much as I do? To crave as much as I give?                                                              
You're so near..yet I can not have you.
My heart pains as I sit in my solitude, Burning            

A.S.
                                  

For only a moment

There is so much more than what this flesh reveals.
Secluded to the root of my spirit, there is a world within' a world..
It is there I take refuge, for it is there I completely AM.
No words to confuse..
Not a touch to fumble..
No earthly measure to break one's pleasure.
It is a place of absolute euphoria.
A thorough experience.. a indescribable feeling.
None of which remains in this world I am wandering.
Traveling spirits...
Trespassing this land, if only but for a moment.

A.S.

Spirit friend

Spirit friend.
You helped me pick up my broken pieces
I could share and divulge my innermost secrets.
You were my mirror.
You energized my heart & soul.
Spirits having flown..
You took me beyond skin and bones.

A flower to you, my friend. @->-----

A.S.