Porcelain doll

The rare moment she breaks down,cries and shouts from failing to be peacemaker..
He calls red flag, says hes tired of the drama.
What a call....
What a cheap shot.


Yet it hurts her deep down.
She feels like a porcelain doll with black, bruised veins hidden within.

Silence is the only cure.

A.S.

Best Friend

You're crying after you've tried in vain to hold it in.

He asks, doesn't like what he hears

He tells you to look in the mirror while you're talking.

You didn't need a reminder to know you're your own best friend.

A.S.

numb

Reminiscing

And she finds herself reminiscing, sitting in a sort of starry haze..
All that was said and done, doors that were opened and closed..
Did they really come and go?
In her mind flashes days & nights past..
The roller coaster had its highs and lows, sometimes just coasting..

How strange the way mankind has sectioned off our existence into segments.
We are so much more than just yesterday and tomorrow.

Life just IS and I'm going with the flow.

A.S.

Watch and listen

Good vibes YOUR way <3 and="" beyond="" bones.="" deeper="" ears..keep="" eye="" isten="" listening="" loving="" nbsp="" p="" see="" sight="" skin="" something="" soul="" than="" with="" your="">

A.S.

Selfish much?

Its ironic the people that want to live freely as adults,making their own choices,doing as they like,
But with a void of feeling any responsibility and duty to those that need them most. Worst of all to avoid any accountability for the choices they make or lack of. I know its cliche in saying, but people want to have their cake and eat it too.

Its crazy the way selfishness can take the spot light...


Its certainly is an ugly beast.



A.S.

Reflections of Him

Ya Allah beautify our souls...so much so its all we see radiating from ourselves & each other. Make us beautiful reflections of light upon light.

Ameen

A.S.

Note to myself

You can't and won't please everyone, no matter how hard you may try.

I know I'm far from perfect, we all have our shortcomings, But I strive to be positive and understanding to the best of my capabilities. I only wish that for everyone.. What a place we'd enjoy if we all could do that.

Again, you can't always please everyone despite your best... Remembering that my true acceptance,recognition,understanding, love and happiness come from my Creator Allah subhan wa ta'ala..... Note to myself....

AMEEN

A.S.

Like they do

If only people could take a lesson from our earth's critters... The unconditional love that an animal can shower us with, is absolutely therapeutic and soul soothing. To love with open abandon, your heart is light and smiling. Its a feeling that surpasses this worldly life through the next..

What wonderful souls surround us... If only we stopped to take notice... If only we allowed ourselves to FEEL and to love like these animals can and do. 

Imagine what we could learn.

A.S.

Her smile

Silently soft in her way
Her smile is like no other..

Pulling your energy.
Light emerges upon light.
She makes you shine...
Her shimmering eyes will bring your guard down.
Kindred souls she makes you feel,

Whilst unaware of herself..

Her smile a hidden gem..
The inner child she holds onto..

Keeping her well protected from the harsh winds of everything worldly..

This Dunya..

To witness her is a true blessing.


-A