Stil have me

One day when I am gone..
The moment I leave this fleshy capsule..
You'll feel the physical ache deep in your heart, that of which physical loss brings our earthly being.
But in my heart of hearts, I do hope.

I hope you will remember me for what I am.

I am more than flesh and bones...
I live beyond this place we call home.
I live in my soul, I am thought, I am energy...
We are by His grace, transcendent

When this body tires of me,
It will be the only thing to leave.

You'll still have me.

A.S.

Genuine love

They may throw pebbles, 

And they may throw stones.

They may judge based on their lie, on little they know.

They may try to dismiss our reality, based off their own.

Smoke and mirrors.

It matters not.

We have endured together and continue on this path.

We will always grow and only we truly know.

This love is not a show, its genuine and real..

And because we remember, and because its true..

We persevere.

A.S.

There is

There is something beautiful in everything. 

You don't have to see it to know its there. 

And sometimes you may not feel it either. 

But it exists beyond what our senses can comprehend. 

We are in the midst of it all.

A.S.

INFJ

Coming from an INFJ:

The difference between us and them?

They strive and live for themselves.
We strive and live for us all.

In my head

Sometimes the hardest reality for me to come to terms with, is the fact that some of the experiences I crave in life, if I want to experience them, I must seek them out alone.
It's hard to imagine myself finding joy in doing these things in solitude, but waiting for it to come or waiting for another person to crave these with me, will surely be in vain.

I want to explore and experience this world,its surfaces, the nooks and crannies, hidden mom & pop shops, large book stores, cave or cove.. The perfect warm drink elixir  that seems to nourish your imaginative soul.

I want a friend that accepts me for more than what I may provide them in the small space of our homes. I crave that friend that wants to see the world, and we both bear witness to the wonders and pleasures of life lived.

Until then, I live in my head, whereas despite the quiet ache that makes its way to my bones, my mind takes me far, far away where no one truly knows.

A.S.

Motion

They with hearts of stone, keep throwing.
Like water, we keep flowing.
Their rough edges, in time will be no more
You are a drop in the ocean.
But together we are it's motion..


A.S.

Accept yourself

For the most part we subconsciously seek happiness outwardly..through our relationships with other people and things. The real happiness comes from the contentment that can nestle in the deepest part of our soul. Where you can sit with yourself, with your own thoughts,entertain ideas, find solace and Truth.

To accept our true selves and live with integrity.

-A