Dying inside

Its always the one you love the most who breaks your heart.

If only you could love yourself just as much.

It hurts to know that no matter how much you try, its never going to be enough.

I've learned my lesson as it is repeating itself.

You spoil someone with love, they will never realize their wrongs till you are GONE.

Dying inside.

A.S.

crushed.

Crushed by the hand that plucked her.

A.S.

Reading old writings..

Because its raw and real. Its through those moments we learn, not just from an easy breezy walk in the park, however beautiful it may be.. There is also beauty to grow from pain.

A.S.

I have to say.. I find this to be true as it resonates with me. I have written out my thoughts, ideas and emotions on a blog aka journal over the years and it has helped me a great deal in capturing the thoughts that take up space in my heart and mind. It helps you release energy.. You are able to plunge deep into a thought or feeling, you can see yourself from a new perspective when you read back on what you wrote, and you take lessons from the varied experiences you analyze and explore through your writing.

More often than not, good or bad, for me to move onto the next chapter, I have to write the current one down first.

Writing your way to happiness

I'm an INFJ

I wish.

Sometimes my brain is flooded with memories.

People that affected my life in one way or another. 

In good or bad. 

My desire for shared love & happiness is sometimes a bittersweet contrast to reality. 

I wish to be more than I am..

There are so many things I want to do and learn.

There is so much I want to share and give, 

Yet I feel trapped within' my own mind.

I want to be here and there.

I want to be beyond the limits of my flesh.

A.S.

Fly away

Sometimes I just want to do my own thing and take off not knowing where ill go. My life has always been so much about what I can do for others,at times I want to be wild and free. Like a night owl watching in the darkest night. Serene...still solitude. Nobody to please and no one to break my heart.

A.S.