My Best

I love you dear heart…. For being the best of the best , and being my best when I’m at my worst..<3


A.S.

Ya know.. Some folks say life’s too short & it shouldn’t keep you from truly living your life to the fullest. Yes, I believe that is true, but it depends on how you are looking at it. Life is short .. What will it take for us to see that its the small things that matter most? In reality they aren’t so small. A simply smile can give someone hope, let alone soothe the soul. Living on bare essentials, and not through extravagance, we can have enough to spare others… Living life to me is growing spiritually, loving unconditionally , loving other people as if they were you’re own family, because essentially we are all one big family… Life is short and all the glitz ,glam & the superficial,are just that. There is no depth in those things & as long as we cling to them, we’ll continue to strive and hunger for more. We’ll forever be hungry unless we wake up & realize yes Life is short & that there are far more important things to strive for in mind,body & soul.. Sometimes it takes a hard fall to wake up to reality.. Hopefully we can learn sooner than later & make the most of our lives.

A.S.

Dearest Friend

Dearest Friend,
You remind me of a butterfly. Intricately wonderful, beautiful is His creation.. You're just like the butterfly, living in its own world. Here I am in awe ,trying to catch you but for a moment.. Just like the butterfly you take flight,leaving just as softly & at random as you came. Wonderful as you are.. I'm always looking forward to your next appearance. Pleasantly surprised I'll always be..

You're friend waiting,
Me :)

A.S.

Poke my eye out why dont ya

Soooo, late one night I was preparing to remove some eyeshadow and wash my face before bed. With the intention of grabbing my (makeup remover potion) I mistakenly grabbed for the (FOAMING facial cleanser) :) You would think one would stop to read the label first eh? But in my sleepy state I squeezed a precious amount onto the cotton ball and rubbed it vigorously onto my eyelid..(THOROUGHLY soaking my lashes) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…..open my eyes and more ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Fire bright red eyes and a burning sensation, I would hate to even call a SENSATION….. Warning to the females…… *ahem* I mean warning to those that wear makeup: (read your product labels first ) Lots of love! ;)

 

A.R.

Daring to dream..

Nocturnal
Night growing still..
Cheek pressed on glass..
feeling the hard chill.
My window sill...
the only thing that feels real.

Soul searching

my heart's trying to feel its way ...
Hard pressed against glass.
Dark and mysterious starry skies..
they take me There..

I feel myself sinking .
My heart lingers ,hanging like those stars.
Soul like those stars..
surrounded by darkness

I feel myself there
Surrounded by beauty
Watching the universe in all its mystery

Cold window sill...
the cold on my flesh brings me back
Sink into my covers
Body of a curled knot.
Hoping sleep finds me.

Daring to dream..

A.R.

Hurt

In you’re loathsome way,
hopefully temporal..
You’ve really hurt my feelings.
Despite the fact this feeling will come to pass,
It does sting something deep .
You may never come to realize the pain you have caused,
but in my heart of hearts ..
I do forgive you…because really..
You know not what you do.
This I’ll never say to your face..

A.R.

In the moment

I sit and wonder at times..
Where can I take myself in this Life?
Where will Life take me?
Thoughts coming to me on clustered clouds...
Feelings starting to race and pick up with the storm forming in my head..
Too much thinking can do that at times..

Need to bring my mind to a focus…
The here..
The now.
Loving..
Living..
Learning..
In the moment

My only peace of mind.