That feeling when someone crushes your heart..
You're either doing too much, or not enough...
Or what you're doing isn't done in a particular way..
Ect....ect....
Basically no matter what you say or do, its not 'good enough'
You know your self worth, and it hurts when someone you really love and
who should be your best friend... No longer is.
The pain of this reality.
The pain of feeling put down regardless of your intentions and love from your heart..
The pain of feeling like you are judged as being someone you absolutely are not.
The things you used to take joy in doing, become an expectation, a chore...
An practice that used to come from a place of love, now comes from a robot.
You sucked the joy out of me and you've become a selfish, self righteous, angry man.
I used to see joy in your eyes, more laughter on your face... A positivity that was so
contagious to anyone near.
It hurts to see you always so angry.
It hurts even more that I'm not the one to make you happy.
A.R.
You're either doing too much, or not enough...
Or what you're doing isn't done in a particular way..
Ect....ect....
Basically no matter what you say or do, its not 'good enough'
You know your self worth, and it hurts when someone you really love and
who should be your best friend... No longer is.
The pain of this reality.
The pain of feeling put down regardless of your intentions and love from your heart..
The pain of feeling like you are judged as being someone you absolutely are not.
The things you used to take joy in doing, become an expectation, a chore...
An practice that used to come from a place of love, now comes from a robot.
You sucked the joy out of me and you've become a selfish, self righteous, angry man.
I used to see joy in your eyes, more laughter on your face... A positivity that was so
contagious to anyone near.
It hurts to see you always so angry.
It hurts even more that I'm not the one to make you happy.
A.R.
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