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You're the flame of my soul.

You're all I ever wanted.

Yet tears may fall, hands reaching to the stars..

You're the only one that can take me to that place.

The place where my blood boils, where my heart sinks..

The same place you take my mind for a spin, soul of souls transcending to new elevations..
The place of pure ecstasy.

Like a moth to the flame..

I couldn't leave where I came.

Even if the vision of want were to blurr..

I'll always need you.

Fire on fire or deepest of blues,

You bring me so much pleasure, sometimes pain.

I can't have enough of you.

You.

You..

Only you...

Beyond this flesh, you'll drive me insane.

Here I am, and I've come back for more.

A.S.

Either way

Either she does not do enough.. Or she does way too much. What a position you unknowingly put her in. When there is no up, or down,past or future. Wrong for caring, wrong for trying..Wrong for what is within her control and burdened for what she can not. Her current state of thought and being is all shes got...Deep in her heart she chooses her Creator's favor. Allahu alim.

A.S.

Still waters run deep

Anger..pain...fear....

Some people choose to let it consume them. They let it take over any rational thought, and allow these to smother their own heart. They let their blood boil, and theire mind goes along with it. Words spew from their mouths and hit your skin like lava to a petal. No sense, no hearing, no understanding, even the softest of words, to them can be seen as an attack. There will never be any understanding and you will not be understood. Pure ugliness in speech and behavior is far removed from the practices of the great Examples sent to us.

Some people choose to remain in thought. They let their breath steady themselves and regain control by choosing what thoughts to accept, and what words to express. Sometimes, they must choose to remain silent, where their words can not be altered, for the truth that resides within' can not be changed... Knowing the truth in peaceful silence is better than speaking the truth confronted by rage. Its like being a human mirror, and not all will like what they see, and will hate you for it.

Sometimes these people walk away, without a word to say...and it is why I will always remember that Still waters run deep...and the choice is always yours.

A.S.

Certain

Have you ever felt so certain that no matter what you go through in life, despite being uncertain of the details, you could be certain that whatever comes to pass will benefit you in a great way? That the hope and light you feel in your heart, regardless of which chamber it's stored in, will always live. Follow your heart and the flesh will follow.

This has and will be something that'll never change in my life.

A.S.

Never fade away

You may forgive but you never forget! You don't just "forget" when people treat you like you're a 3rd class person living in their empire. You don't forget when others neglect your feelings and would rather nurture their assumptions about you and are ultimately feeding their own EGO.

Yeah we will walk and talk in and out of a space with grace, simply because these words will never sink in, face to face...
Never let negativity of others towards you or others become your reality. Know and accept yourself because if you don't.... You will feel nothing but heartache and disappointment. You are not the scum of the earth. You are the lotus praising the sky and the water's ripples.

You are a light never to be dimmed.

-Amie @-/----

Body

I am not this body.

I am not this flesh’s pain.

Not this headache.

Nor can I be defined by the tint of my skin, or..

The size of its mass, or..

By the cloth that covers it and how it drapes.

I am more than a vision.

I am a thought, an idea that touches your soul and..

Your thoughts, are what touch mine.

A.S.

light

For all the shadows in the world... there is plenty of light. Truth like a multifaceted diamond,or a piece of glass. We are of the many reflections of this light. We're all a piece of the puzzle. ..and for as much as we would like to think we have all the answers from our own standpoint, it is still only a perspective of that light. I want for my neighbor what id want for myself...and I will always try to remain humble in my view of the world and my place in it. We dont need "tolerance"... we need to embrace each other.

Ameen.

A.S.