Memories

The feeling of wishing for your voice to be heard..

But there is only silence and it exposes the miles.

Left with your wishing and hoping..

Remember to look up to the stars.

Nothing is truly left unspoken, if everything is what the heart can feel.

Whenever in doubt or in wonder..

Remember to look inside the secret chambers of your heart.

The memories are still there.

A.S.

Beyond nature

In a sleepy slumber, still..
He felt compelled to expose his heart.
No matter the miles they're pushed apart,
There is no denying their love.
Like a force beyond nature..
He pours his soul into hers..
Its only a matter of time,
They'll be drawn back together again.
When there is a will, there is a way.

Like a force beyond nature..

Like a force beyond nature...

A.S.

A question

What am I?

If not cookie cut straight out of college debt..

Not living a life of sparkle, built on the house of credit..

What am I??

Many missed opportunities, many ideas I had plenty.

Life, I thought I had a plan, but the whirlwind came through.

A force greater than Self.

What am I???

I'm a free spirit.. 

Love ,compassion & expression have always been my drive..

I've been the glue that puts together all the broken pieces.. 

Picking up where they left off, starting where they will not..

Battered hearts and weakened bones I've tended.

What am I????

Despite the confines of my own reality, I feel...

I am more than I allow myself to acknowledge.. 

Yet I know I'm more than they'll ever know.

I wont shout to be heard..

In the heart of hearts, the truth resides..

In His heart I am

Allahu Alim

No one can question.

A.S.

Capacity to love

Inside, is a capacity to love to no end.

Free from judgement...no resentment...no special interests.

Just a need to share with anyone willing, the truth I feel.

Loving beyond this Dunya.

Only a free spirit understands.

Only an open soul can be free of fear and hate..

Only this character could understand..

Love isn't selfish, and insecurities die.


A.S.

Stumbling towards ecstasy

Drifting..floating..rising to the top.

Words that had been said, will always echo..

Head always in the clouds,

I still look on from this starry place..

My mind alone, at its safest.

Life is full of riddles.

Trying my best to remain unjaded.

To be a friend.

How easy the simplest, precious things can become tainted.

This little world, so easily polluted

Its much more beautiful from up here..

Whether in this life, or the next..

There will be a time everything is just right..

No fear, no more stumbling towards ecstasy.

A.S.

Hold me

Crazy world we wander..
With its peeks n' valleys..
All things grand and obsolete.
Hold me near always.

Not a care of the world out there,
But our own.
In my mind you keep playin'

When you feel pain..
Hug me and I'll pet you..

There's a rage surging through your veins..
Grab me closer..I'll absorb the shocks.

Delighted and quizzical..
Spin me round and catch me..

Everything you could ever feel
Make me feel too..

Feelin' high, take me
At a low, take me..

Together we learn what it feels to be alive.

A.S.

Flesh

Hes always within' her vision..
She can remember every line, every hair..
His scent, his breath.
He lives inside.

So far away, But closer than close
The feelings stirring inside her are real..
Unlike anything shes ever known.
Those that haven't felt, would call it supernatural..
An idea, an illusion..
But there's nothing to prove.
The bond they share, its an open secret..

Closer than the blood rushing through their veins,
Holding him in her arms is all she needs,
All she ever wants to feel...
Like a force..a wild flame..
The fire inside will never die.

Until the much anticipated moment the flesh meet,
Her heart is of slow embers..
Her passion keeps burning.


A.S.