Exposed

This rush I feel flowing through my veins..
Leaves me feeling completely undone..
Have I gone mad?
I can’t let go…
I’m completely vulnerable and exposed as you witness Me.


A.S.

Find me

My heart feels heavy and sometimes these thoughts lead me to an isolation of my own doing.
As the truths I hold inside can never see the light of day..
Multifaceted is my reality...
Multifaceted are the quality of my thoughts..
I've exposed to you only an essence of me..
You've given me some form of release..
Deeper yet,I still hide myself.
Those dimmed halls I will not lead you through..
Despite my yearning for you to come and find me there...

Only in dreams.

A.S.

On fire

You're a secret treasure I cling to...
Nestled deep inside..
Like slow burning embers,..
My body is on fire.

If I am losing my mind..
I don't want a cure.

A.S.

Chambers of my heart

Strange and wonderful this feeling..

My heart with its secret chambers..

Its capacity vast and ever expanding..

Learning that there are varied forms of love...

And this life with its many layers, reflects in my soul..

A chamber for every layer..

Each with its own capacity..


I'm in constant learning of its secrets...


A.S.

Glowing heart.

There was no sunshine, only rain

Standing silently still..

Your heart weighed heavy..

Your dark and deep eyes contained it all.

In awe witnessing this beautiful mystery..

There was no sunshine, but my heart never glowed so intensely.


A.S.

I'm a vessel

My capacity to love supersedes my limitations of self..
Love transcends through everything..

It passes through the visible,tangible..
touch,movement,words,breath

It passes through space and time invisible yet felt..
thought,emotion and spiritual

My body is a mere vessel..
It receives and gives to a degree.
But the essence that moves it, surpasses the bounds of this body..
In truth love exists without limitations of the flesh..

This love can be there, yet here.

I am merely a vessel following the never ending current of her heart.


A.S.

Tell me..

Please..
Tell me that I'm not crazy..
Tell me these dreams are lucid,.
Tell me its really as close as it feels.

Is it possible that you anticipate me...
Just as I do your every move?..

In my way I fill space and time..
In my mind you're always there..
Living in different worlds..
Yet you're so apart of mine.

Show me..tell me..
Show me as much as I dare to dream..

Do I fill your mind.. like you do mine?
Do our spirits meet in the middle?
Or is mine stalking and roaming?

I'm finding myself in your center,
Witnessing my secret self, within you...
Still you are a mystery to me.
My glimpse inside only feeds my curiosity
My heart is soaring...
Starved to know more,..
Your thoughts and emotions with complete abandon.

A.S.