Capacity to love

Inside, is a capacity to love to no end.

Free from judgement...no resentment...no special interests.

Just a need to share with anyone willing, the truth I feel.

Loving beyond this Dunya.

Only a free spirit understands.

Only an open soul can be free of fear and hate..

Only this character could understand..

Love isn't selfish, and insecurities die.


A.S.

Stumbling towards ecstasy

Drifting..floating..rising to the top.

Words that had been said, will always echo..

Head always in the clouds,

I still look on from this starry place..

My mind alone, at its safest.

Life is full of riddles.

Trying my best to remain unjaded.

To be a friend.

How easy the simplest, precious things can become tainted.

This little world, so easily polluted

Its much more beautiful from up here..

Whether in this life, or the next..

There will be a time everything is just right..

No fear, no more stumbling towards ecstasy.

A.S.

Hold me

Crazy world we wander..
With its peeks n' valleys..
All things grand and obsolete.
Hold me near always.

Not a care of the world out there,
But our own.
In my mind you keep playin'

When you feel pain..
Hug me and I'll pet you..

There's a rage surging through your veins..
Grab me closer..I'll absorb the shocks.

Delighted and quizzical..
Spin me round and catch me..

Everything you could ever feel
Make me feel too..

Feelin' high, take me
At a low, take me..

Together we learn what it feels to be alive.

A.S.

Flesh

Hes always within' her vision..
She can remember every line, every hair..
His scent, his breath.
He lives inside.

So far away, But closer than close
The feelings stirring inside her are real..
Unlike anything shes ever known.
Those that haven't felt, would call it supernatural..
An idea, an illusion..
But there's nothing to prove.
The bond they share, its an open secret..

Closer than the blood rushing through their veins,
Holding him in her arms is all she needs,
All she ever wants to feel...
Like a force..a wild flame..
The fire inside will never die.

Until the much anticipated moment the flesh meet,
Her heart is of slow embers..
Her passion keeps burning.


A.S.

not without shadow..

Real happiness..
The kind with sustenance comes with blood and tears..
Real happiness enters the hearts of those that know what
Real pain and suffering is...
Real happiness is with those that can appreciate both sadness and happiness
With the realization one can not be with out the other.

A.S.

soul

Its not so much the echo of our words..
But the sustenance within' our souls...
let not our legacy be of what we say..
But of what we lived and died doing.

A.S..

What can't be said..

Its easy to say you love someone.. but it takes another kind to love through turbulence's we all encounter.. Especially the kind that is understood without a word spoken. Its the kind that sticks everything out past the very end because you know and believe in One thing...and that one thing doesn't have words to describe it. May our love shine through the blood,sweat and tears... In our hearts, we're always laughing.

A.S.

Starting over

Life is full of STARING OVER...or better yet just starting a new page, adding a chapter... The glitz and sparkles of this life are nice to look at and to hold, but clinging to them hold you back from experiencing REAL beauty out there. Let go of the things, don't go giving up everything you have(but if you can awesome) just don't allow THINGS to get between you and those you love, or weigh you down from making a leap forward. Life is an adventure to experience... I don't want to be tied down behind the white picket fence as there is so much more out there in the world.

A.S.