Poke my eye out why dont ya

Soooo, late one night I was preparing to remove some eyeshadow and wash my face before bed. With the intention of grabbing my (makeup remover potion) I mistakenly grabbed for the (FOAMING facial cleanser) :) You would think one would stop to read the label first eh? But in my sleepy state I squeezed a precious amount onto the cotton ball and rubbed it vigorously onto my eyelid..(THOROUGHLY soaking my lashes) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…..open my eyes and more ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Fire bright red eyes and a burning sensation, I would hate to even call a SENSATION….. Warning to the females…… *ahem* I mean warning to those that wear makeup: (read your product labels first ) Lots of love! ;)

 

A.R.

Daring to dream..

Nocturnal
Night growing still..
Cheek pressed on glass..
feeling the hard chill.
My window sill...
the only thing that feels real.

Soul searching

my heart's trying to feel its way ...
Hard pressed against glass.
Dark and mysterious starry skies..
they take me There..

I feel myself sinking .
My heart lingers ,hanging like those stars.
Soul like those stars..
surrounded by darkness

I feel myself there
Surrounded by beauty
Watching the universe in all its mystery

Cold window sill...
the cold on my flesh brings me back
Sink into my covers
Body of a curled knot.
Hoping sleep finds me.

Daring to dream..

A.R.

Hurt

In you’re loathsome way,
hopefully temporal..
You’ve really hurt my feelings.
Despite the fact this feeling will come to pass,
It does sting something deep .
You may never come to realize the pain you have caused,
but in my heart of hearts ..
I do forgive you…because really..
You know not what you do.
This I’ll never say to your face..

A.R.

In the moment

I sit and wonder at times..
Where can I take myself in this Life?
Where will Life take me?
Thoughts coming to me on clustered clouds...
Feelings starting to race and pick up with the storm forming in my head..
Too much thinking can do that at times..

Need to bring my mind to a focus…
The here..
The now.
Loving..
Living..
Learning..
In the moment

My only peace of mind.

Box Of Secrets

If you need a..
Friend..
Mother..
Sister..
Or confidant..
Whatever the need..
Keep in mind and always remember..
I’m here for you.
Let me be your safe haven ..
For every thought ..
For every dream you dare to dream..
A box of secrets…
Leave them with me ..
Let them ..
BE

I'm Free

I sit here, my body idle
Heart jogging in place

My spirit travels the world
It can't be contained

As long as I shall live
Unscathed I'll be

Because reality is you can't obtain me
ME the spirit, not the body

I am and will always be free.

Time

Thoughts rushing through my mind..
Crystal clear reminiscing
Time ..
Divided by minutes,hours,days,weeks,months and years..
Memories made tangible
One year…
Two months..
Three hours..
And every passing minute..
We have blossomed from nothing..
Like a giant ..
Sprouting from one universe into the next.
This feeling surpasses time…
My love for you will never fade.
Even when this body does…
Our memory stays.