Friday, November 30, 2012

You'll remember her.

Dear lover of old & a dream gone by, 
One day you will feel what she felt in her heart of years past.
When the smoke n' mirrors fade away..
There in your loneliness you will see..
Yourself.
In a dark moment you will see come to light,what you chose not to see…
Her.
You will see her & the memories left behind.
After all is said and done, and she is long gone.
In your heart of hearts & your subconscious..
She will remain..

A tear that hangs in your soul..
And you hers, of memories old.


A.S.

Monday, November 26, 2012

Remembering You

I do think about you just as often in my subconscious..
If not more. 
You always find your way into my dreams.
Not always with words to say, but simply your presence.
Your very essence.

Bittersweet the pangs are on my heart..
To remember the love you shared..
But then to still feel human loss.
I'm only human, yes.
But I look forward to being free the weight of this world..
And joining you in ultimate happiness.

Beautiful are the ripples you've left behind.
We only hurt not because you're lost, your spirit is free..
But because we must carry on learning in this life with the memories you've left behind.

God only knows how much we want to make it.
Only He knows just how much and more you've worked in his cause.
Such a beautiful soul.. 
I'm thankful you're free of pain. 
You're truly Free.

For the most part I smile because of you.
But sometimes I have to let the tears fall…
I'm only human.

A.S.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Quirky me


My mind tends to scatter, making leaps and bounds.. Yes, there are a million things on my mind at any given moment. My thoughts may bounce all over the place. I may walk into an unknown direction.You may think me scatter brained & easily distracted. Which may be true. But with my quirks are many great ideas & solutions. There is order in the chaos. What may seem to annoy you now, you'll come to appreciate when its gone . Just Sayin' <3 p="p">


A.S.

Monday, November 19, 2012

Think for yourself

So much of the mainstream media is a "pushed product"... Don't BUY into it. On a human & instinctual level remember what you know to be true. Don't be afraid to question the information you're being force fed. Pick it apart. It all comes together.

A.S.

There is light

It is very easy to get caught up in the darkness of this dunya, but its really important to remember the blessings & beauty that exist. It is all around us, even in the midst of destruction. Whether it be a gesture of compassion, or a beautiful sunrise, a cool breeze..You can be it if you believe it... You can see it if you seek it.. If you can dream it, you can make it happen. There IS good that can come from any situation, so long as you're steadfast. When you start to lose faith in humanity, step back and look to the blessings, look to the light at the end of the tunnel. There is no fading the light of this truth. They say empty vessels & the horrors of this world make the most noise.. In the end there is no denying the ultimate Truth. Truth always remains..Keep the love.. remain optimistic... Our life and the ripples we make are what we choose to make of them,isA. May He set our affairs straight & increase us in sabr. God speed

A.S

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Not as small as you feel.

She moves boulders
Yet she feels small & minute
She knows what she is capable of.
She knows what she does, who she is
Yet outwardly she is confined & limited
But within' this confinement, she does many things
Another's understanding & compassion could be liberating.
But, she can't wait for this acknowledgment from peers.
It comes from the Source.
She's not as tiny as she may feel.
A simple act creates a ripple..
And she does just that. Creates ripples.

A.S.

Start over

His false words struck her heart.
Her body numb in disbelief
But in reaction her tongue was quick as a whip.
She gave his choice of an adjective a new definition.
Cold bathroom floors bring life back to the numb.
Slow controlled breaths, muffle the cry.
He's already forgotten..She sleeps on her side.
Dawn has come & its a new day
He doesn't say a word, nor does she.
Off he goes, and her heart silently breaks again.
His shirt …now her pillow.
Its a new day to start over.

A.S.

Stormy eyes

In a writing sort of mood..
Desperate for my thoughts to make an escape..
Stormy eyes.
There's a storm billowin' in my mind
The formulation of words appear than scatter, emotions increasingly felt..
So much to say, so much I can't convey.
There's a storm in my mind.
A whirlwind of reality, a beautiful destruction..
A silver lining made of hope..

Stormy eyes.

A.S.

Friday, November 16, 2012

Love,not sacrifice

Love.Compassion.Tolerance... cannot be confined and limited within' a box, a mindset, or a border. Our Allah/God/Creator's love for you and I ultimately cannot be confined within' a box.

One's personal happiness is found loving others, not in sacrificing others.

A.S.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

What words can't say,simply felt

It tugs at my thoughts how high in contrast the experiences of happiness and sadness can be..
One is light and the other is shadow. 
Yet mirror them and both can be felt to such a degree one is rendered speechless. 
Even the most eloquent of words could never capture the true essence of what is felt and experienced by many before and after you and I.
They'll always be stories of old and hopes for the future.
The most passionate of feelings will always remain… unexplainable… undefined.

A.S.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Today..now..

Remember what you ARE and don't focus on what you're not. Alhamdulilah.♥

A.S.