Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Afraid To Lose

A bundle of raw emotion..
Memories of good times and bad times..
In all areas of my life..
Trying to hold myself together..
Barely holding it at the seams of this shell of a body.
My heart is overwhelmed..
Elation to a new level..
Unimaginable..
So why do I feel scared..
Why do these tears flow?
I'm happy...
Perhaps I'm scared..
Scared of losing it all.
I don't want to lose this..
My heart can't bear it..
I don't want to let down..
Don't want to be let down..
My heart can't bear it..

A Few Words

It's funny how a couple words..
A few syllables from someone's mouth
Can touch your soul so deeply..
Words you never thought of..
Words that you never knew you needed to hear..
But when you do hear them..
They melt away some of the pain..
Lift your heart soundly..
Steadfast "I'm proud of you"
Words that wrapped me in a cocoon
Words I wont forget..
Words no matter how powerful..
Can never convey such feelings in their entirety